1 Now the word of the Lord came to Jonah the son of Amittai, saying,2 “Arise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and call out against it, for their evil has come up before me.” 3 But Jonah rose to flee to Tarshish from the presence of the Lord. He went down to Joppa and found a ship going to Tarshish. So he paid the fare and went down into it, to go with them to Tarshish, away from the presence of the Lord.
Speak Your life into me
Woke out of the deep where I regularly spend my alone time with Jesus, there I pray, and worship the only One who is worthy, and more, I also raise and praise His mighty name above all names, and within this private box, more I bow down before Him giving all the honor and highest glory to Him the King of my life. Then only if my God permits I lay before Him all my frustrations, disappointments and weakness; I do this to ask for His love and mercy, cheers and strength.
The Journey is short but bumpy
Woke out and moved to pursue my own agenda letting my own fears distract me, push me over and kick me off His called course for me, foolishly I believed in myself more than I believed in my King; because I wanted to sustain control over the things which I have no control over, and because my flesh always fighting wanting me to take away God’s authority and its impact on my life and in the process forget once again that I am the creator of my own fears and that the Father is always in control of what is in control and that He is my biggest cheerleader.
His Holy Promise
For God is not unjust. He will not forget how hard you have worked for him and how you have shown your love to him by caring for other believers, as you still do. Our great desire is that you will keep on loving others as long as life lasts, in order to make certain that what you hope for will come true. (Hebrews 6:10-11)
You are the Gold that is about to be discovered and uncovered for God’s Glory! – Apostle Gabriel Cross
So I make another new promise and new convent saying that “I wont forget” but I will forgive and turn around to You Father letting go of all of my fears, all of my pains and all of my deep scares from the snares of eagles who took off my skin attacking me to stop me from finding my Joshua so that I can no longer pursue Your heart hard, rather stay captive in the enemy’s cells and never get to be like Jesus, never get to be strong and wise, never get to be His hands and feet or even a fruitful soldier in His army spreading His love and mercy.
He is the first and the last line of defense
Then I humbly say – Lord I pray that You will keep on holding on to me and never let go, Lord I hope that You see the good in me and allow it to shine for You and with You, though I continually seek You, still need You to be the Lord of my life and stay in control of this journey, for You alone are the Holy One You alone are the Lord of my life and the One who can teach me how to declare Your love and truth, allow me to proclaim Your Good News to every tribe, to every race and to every nation before You come, for you said “I am coming quickly”
My heart beats with His heart and live
God Father keep my heart next to yours – I pray that one day I can walk next to You in the garden, and open my heart and hold Your hand, asking You to let Your Faith arise in me, reminding me of, who You are and who You say that I am and the truth in every word You say.. and who You are not Jesus. Then I ask You to pray over me that Your Peace Be Still on me and Your Kingdom come in me and Your will be done through me and that Your Holy Spirit will transform all of me to be like Jesus Not Jonah..